never eva eva

"never let someone be your priority while you are only their option"

i used to hate that quote. sisters would use it as an away msg.. and id roll my eyes. or scoff. but, lately it's been running through my head a lot.

donna made me mad yesterday.. she's the kind of friend who up until you actually see her you dont know for certain if she's going to show. & you def dont expect a call to tell you that she's not coming. so mon i talk to her.. she asks if i have plans tues.. i say no.. she says she'll call me at 10 and we'll meet to go shopping. i get up at 9 for my jog... 1045 rolls around and i call her... she's going to fred and will call me when she gets back later. the bitch knew she wasnt gonna meet me... and let me sit waitin on her ass to call? ARGH! and she wonders why i never call to make plans w/her any more?! she gave me a huge ass guilt trip about it a couple weeks ago.. to which i just replied... "i IM you.. and when exactly have you called me?" but obviously, it doesnt matter if she does call. she wont show. i used to put up with this shit b/c i had so much fun when i was around her. but i dont give a fuck any more. oh and, can you guess if she called me back later?? also.. she wants me to get a wash co job & live near her!?!? psh!

I DESERVE TO BE TREATED BETTER THAN THIS!


thank gawd for robyn n lindsay ("bubbles bubbles bubbles!!"- s'mores on the stove were fun hehe..) and for the people that i can depend on.